--the following text was copied from my updates page in my "Gundam W I Bishonen site" --

So... it´s 2006 already. Who would have said? I don´t know if it´s just me, but I feel that the older I get, the faster time goes by. Does anyone else feel like that? It´s like life is rappidly slipping from our hands...

Well ... here I am, updating this, my first and most loved website, of the anime that I love the most: Gundam W.

And don´t think that I haven´t seen other animes since I first began to do this site. I´ve seen tons of animes... Prince of tennis (incomplete) Wolf´s Rain(compl.), Full Metal Alchemist (an amazing anime, btw) and it´s OVA and it´s Conqueror of SHambala film... and right now I´m trying to catch up with all of Clamp series, in order to watch their latest... Tsubasa Chronicles, and understand what it´s talking about (I´ve already seen Chobitsu, and now I´m about to start with X-tv) ... and they are ALL BEAUTIFUL , beautiful animes! (Chobits, for example, represents my way of thinking, it represents me in more ways that I can explain with words)
But none of them can be compared to Gundam W. It´s as if this anime has stucked a thorn in my heart and I simply can´t pull it out. I can´t replace it with another... and I don´t know why... Maybe because I changed a lot since the first time I started to see it. Maybe because I identify those positive changes with it... I dunno.
Maybe I just like the characters and the different aspects of humanity that they represent. And they´re all beautiful.

My life's philosophy has been changing all through these years, and with it I´ve becomed more and more calmed. I´m at total peace with myself, my God, and I try my best to get along with everyone I know...(while trying to stay away from "ignorants" that may disturb my peace.) But I don´t discriminate them for being "evil" (in fact I´ve comed to the conclusion that there´s no such thing as "evil". There´s only ignorance, and people that do things that are wrong; but they do those things because they don´t know any other way to do them. Even if they know that what they´re doing is wrong, they think that that is the only way to act, the only choise they have)
Therefor I call "ignorants" to those who people usually call "evil", "terrible ", "hideous", etc, ´cuz I´ve comed to believe, that we are all naturally good. That our souls are good, and that it is this body we´re living in (this bottle that contains our "BEING", our soul) the one that drives us to do wicked, nasty things: (Eating to much (in my case) , having sex with people you don´t love, lying, hurting, killing, stealing....-> we do all of those things to satisfy our bodily needs... our flesh. And that´s where evil resides... in our bodies, not in our souls. And our poor brain, has to process both, what the animal parts want and what our soul wants, and it depends on how much knowledge you have to see whether you satisfy one need or the other.
 Our original sin, was to get into these bottles we call bodies... and that´s why we suffer and have/cause pain. If we wouldn´t have gotten into them, we probably would have continue to live in that "eden", that´s the place where we´ll return to when we don´t have these bodies anymore.

XD Wow... I was able to explain lots of my life's philosophy in english and only in a few paragraphs (it usually takes me much longer to explain it in spanish)

OK! So that´s the update on Neko´s mind... now on to bodily updates:
1) Got plastic/reconstructive, surgery on my legs January.4, 2006 (hopefully the last time I have to go through a major surgery), still recovering, but I didn´t have any complications... like it happened when I operated my arms...
2) I´ve been studying a whole lot to take my final exam on March (and the one I have in June)
3) I passed all my december finals (Greek, Linguistics, Political Eduacation and Semiotics with 100%, 100%, 90% and 80% ), and of course, aproved all the subject that don´t have finals (5 or 6 other subjects)
4) I´ve been watching anime, going out with friends (that was before my operation, meaning the last two weeks of december... I catched up with a lot of old friends, my yaoi group, went to anime parties, went out with my good friend Ami, called my dearest friend Melanie (who lives in the US ) ... and yes, if you notice that my english is a bit rusty, it´s probably because, I´VE BEEN STUDYING SPANISH (from Medieval times til the present) and greek, and all those subjects I´m never gonna use... So I don´t have time to practice my english anymore (and the animes I´m watching are subtitled in portuguese XD )

Ok, that´s about it, gotta go study now.
Ja ne
Neko :3

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